pesta is alive again..fuck

October 1st, 2008 by phantomfcuk

gawd damn…it’s already a year since the last pesta. argh..the time has come again for me to be tortured by the loud musics, the crowd of smelly foreigners and the inevitable traffic jams. cant they shift to someplace else? pesta is nothing but a cesspool. it’s a carnival but does not feel and look like one. it’s an area for cultural displays but all you’ll ever see are inappropriate displays of all the bladdy foreigners that enters. And these aren’t your typical foreigners, i meant those illegal bangla, vietnamese, sri langkans, indons, african etc etc. that’s right. all the worthless trash from backwater countries will unite for this 5-6 weeks event.

in the meantime, i guess i should be looking for another place to relocate, at least during the vent. so if any of you have a room to spare, let me know. of course i wont be staying for free and i will not get in your way. i need to get away from the madness.

welcome back mIRC

September 30th, 2008 by phantomfcuk

the past 3 weeks has been horrendous. tmNUT started throttling bittorrent speed again. some say they even went to the extremes to block all international trackers. in case you’re wondering, it is the trackers that make connection possible for us downloaders to share files over the net. obviously there were lots of disgruntled users, me included but there is nothing we can do about it.

my speed are decent but still not good enough so i’ve been looking for an alternative solution to download all my files and i found it. it’s primitive but the ‘throttling’ had no effect here. i used the IRC some 10 odd years ago and I find it very primitive and uninteresting after the launch of now so popular chat programs like MSN and Yahoo chat. i cant believe the program i hated so much will be the best tool to perform all my downloads.

anyway, its amazing how the program only evolve so little over the past 10 years. yes its just a platform for users to chat with one another but they could’ve made some GUI enhancement onto it. well it doesn’t really matter to me now that i’ve got my downloads up and running again. order has been restored.

The death of a credit card…

September 7th, 2008 by phantomfcuk

Earlier today, I sent an email to bank x to voice my dissatisfaction on their so-called customer service. I will not name the bank as this incident only happened to me and shouldn’t be used to smear their reputation.

“I’m not happy with your so-called phone customer service. I tried calling 603-xxxxxxxx on 7th September 2008 but the line was busy. I tried calling a couple of times till I gave up and tried the 603-xxxxxxxx instead but I was put on hold for so long I gave up as well. I wanted to activate my card. I guess I wont be doing so anymore. I’d like to cancel my credit card now that I feel insecure with your services. What if my card was stolen or loss and I’d like to report it? I guess these things doesn’t concern x. So my only query now would be can the termination be done now or do I have to go to the bank and surrender the card? Please send your response through email. Do not attempt to call me. Thank you.”

It still pisses me off that bank x claimed their customer service to be operational 24/7 but failed to deliver. I guess that is 1 less credit card for me. I should be looking at this in a better perspective as my spending power has slightly decreased = less debt. Thank you so much bank x. I won’t be using any of your services, not anytime soon and hopefully never.

why bother

August 28th, 2008 by phantomfcuk

why bother, when you can sit back, relax, and let others do it for you?
why bother, when the job you’re performing seems meaningless to everyone else?
why bother helping others when you know you’re getting into trouble for doing the right thing?
why bother trying when you know it’s bound to fail sooner or later?
why bother caring when you know they don;t fell the same about you?
why bother saying hi when you know they’re talking behind your back?
why bother pleasing them when all they do is piss you off?
why? why? why?

abandon project?

August 5th, 2008 by phantomfcuk

looks like everyone’s prediction was true. i am very close to abandoning my nanotank. the only reason why i started one was because i thought it will be nice to come home after a whole day at work  to look at something nice and relaxing for a change but my tank is not working out. the fishes and shrimps died on me…all due to the treacherous room temperature and i cant do anything about it coz i dont have air conditioning in my room. i feel like installing an air conditioning unit in my room but is it worth it?

i’m not gonna give up just yet. i’m gonna try to make it work..somehow. i’m gonna prove everyone wrong. i don’t have a short attention span. i can do it!!

stuff i sold…

August 3rd, 2008 by phantomfcuk

the internet is really a great place to sell off my junks. i guess what they said was true, a person’s junk may be another man’s treasure. as of today, i’ve sold the items listed below. this is just an online reference for me. it serves as a reminder for all the crap i’ve sold.

- sgti limited edition floor mats
- sgti throttlebody
- sgti air box
- sgti fuel pump
- r3 exhaust manifold
- boss kit for iswara
- spark plug cables for iswara
- swat leather gloves with groove protector
- us condura knee and elbow pads
- 2x graphic cards from P1 era
- 1x sound card from P1 era
- 1kg ankle/wrist weights
- 3 pcs katana set
- gundam seed destiny figures
- king of fighters girls collection gashapon
- vegeta figure
- shell 2008 ferrari collection
- crystal white ndsl
- mcfarlane avp set
- revoltech ingram

 

and a few others i can’t seem to remember right now.

breaking down…

August 3rd, 2008 by phantomfcuk

my body is breaking down. i’ve been getting sick lately. my wounds are no longer healing as fast as it should be. small cuts which usually takes a couple of days to completely heal is still visible on my body, even after a week. i keep saying i wanna get sick like everyone else and i have…and i regret it. i wanna be well and healthy. am i running out of time? i don’t wanna expire just yet. i don’t wanna get sick anymore. i wanna live!

ETA 8 hrs

July 25th, 2008 by phantomfcuk

it’s here..it’s almost time..8 more hours and i’ll have my first ever paintball match. i have to admit that i am a lil sadistic but who doesn’t love pain? i am ready to receive pain but am also ready to inflict serious pain. somebody gonna get hurt tomorrow..i dont mind if its me. BRING THE PAIN!!!

the invasion of the staghorn

July 9th, 2008 by phantomfcuk

after only a couple of days, much to my horror, my plants has been attacked by the staghorn algae. research indicates that the strands can be pulled off the surface or in very bad cases, the whole leaf should be discarded. me thinks its time to discard the whole moss. apparently, SAEs (Siamese Algae Eaters) are known to keep this algae in check. the problem is, i can’t find any. so, earlier today, i got myself 3 neocaridina denticulate sinesis var. red commonly known as cherry shrimp and 2 otocynclus affinis aka oto cat to deal with the algae issue. i’m crossing my fingers and hoping they would work even though i know i’m not suppose to put in the live stock until a week later. the hunt for SAEs continues tomorrow. i’m not stopping until i get rid of the algae issue. planted tanks are challenging…i love the challenge.

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                        what staghorn algae looks like (not my picture)

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                                now this is mine..look at that hairy shit!!

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           the otocynclus affinis (i don’t like them one bit but they’re productive)

Project Nanotank: First Attempt

July 6th, 2008 by phantomfcuk

finally got my tank yesterday from the LFS and i hurried home to set it up. the aquascape setting was nice but it was not done by me coz i didn’t wanna get my hands dirty. i’m kidding! i wasn’t involved in the initial phase because i had no experience. i could’ve gave it a try but was afraid that i might screw it all up.

the shop assistant gave specific instructions to fill up the tank slowly with water. i followed his instructions and used that small hose thingy you see in most aquariums…that took me a little over 30 mins to fill up the tank. my initial fill up was a blunder and the water was cloudy. i then syphoned the old water outta the tank and refill with new ones, this time gently and slowly, not disturbing the soil. the entire process took me about hour of my patience. you have no idea how slow the process was. it was like an eternity waiting for all the water to drain and refill.

alas, new water and everything is clear and nice for the first time. i gave me tank a drop of brighty K (this is one fucking expensive product. 250ml worth of product that looks only like water cost me rm53. that’s way more expensive than my shampoo) to help with my plant’s photosynthesis and another drop of so-called "good bacteria" to help with growth and potential algae issue.

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behold, the brighty K (center), the bottle of "good bacteria" (left) and baking soda (for my co2 project. ignore that shit)

everything was good until the water turned yellow again AND it was only 30 minutes after the last water change. OMFG!! i did some research online and discovered that the issue i’m facing could potentially be caused by the driftwood i had in my tank. i think they described the issue as the leeching of tannins aka tannic acid by the driftwood. again, i syphoned the water outta the tank and this time removing the driftwood as well before refilling. naturally, the water was clear again…

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                               very fucking nice!! it’s yellow again!!

…BUT it had turned yellow once again so the problem was not caused by the driftwood. after further investigation, it was determined that the soil was the one causing the problem. apparently the soil i used, ADA Amazonia has humus acid and has easily-soluble character which could turn the water to yellow if the water has alkaline which was affected by the tap water condition. Alkaline in my water huh? I’ve been drinking that same water from the same tap for so many years. A quick study on alkaline shows that it means my water has a pH of over 7, clearly not suitable for fishes or shrimps which is not an issue now cause all i have in my tank are plants.

my plants requires co2 to flourish and getting a co2 system has never been considered because it is friggin expensive. luckily i did my homework and discovered a cheap but effective way to generate co2 for my tank and NO, it does not require me manually exhaling air into my tank. the ingredient to producing sufficient co2 for over a week or two is 2 cups of sugar, 1/2 teaspoon of yeast and 1/4 teaspoon of baking soda in a water bottle with lukewarm water, shaken not stirred. after almost and hour of letting it be, the yeast activated and started producing co2. my little science project worked…woohoo!! anyways, i connected the tube to a piece of wooden block to diffuse the co2 but there weren’t any bubbles. my initial thought was that the pores on the block was too small and it needed greater pressure to release the co2.

so i went back to the LFS and got myself a glass diffuser which was also not working. to make matters worse, that glass diffuser costs me rm9 and i broke it. i now understand why the LFS kept insisting on the plastic diffuser. the glass ones are really fragile..get the plastic ones if you’re ever gonna start a planted tank. i went back to using that wooden block hoping that it would work and it did. i can finally see some bubbles coming out of the block. i guess the only reason why it didn’t work at first was because the yeast had only became active and was producing co2 but not fast enough to generate the needed pressure. i should’ve waited longer before driving down to town, saving myself from all that trouble. DUH!!

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                             co2 bubbles forming on my suction holder         

oh yeah..i got some carbon and ammonia chips for my filter as well to help with the yellow water issue. i am hopeful that after a few water change, it will be crystal clear again. now, there are a couple of issues i am facing BUT the main challenge is HEAT. my room is a sauna at 33 degrees and that’s in the water. i’m pretty sure my room hotter than that. i have a couple of pc fans laying around but am so lazy to fabricate a bracket for it to sit on top of my tank. i read it was better to have your temp at a 27 degrees but how am i gonna down 6 degrees with 2 pc fans?

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                                  look at that!! 33 degrees celcius!!

btw, my tank is still incomplete, there is still another driftwood to install but it’s still buoyant so i’m currently soaking it so that it will stay submerged.

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                ignore that mineral water bottle. i’m just using it as weight.

if there’s a lesson to be learn from here, it will be to start with at least a 2ft tank. i bet most of you think smaller is better for beginners but not for this case. a smaller tank means everytime you screw up the water setting, that ratio which would otherwise be ok in a bigger tank will not be same for smaller tanks. catch my drift? the keyword here is ‘ratio’. repeat after me, ra-tio, rey-shoh, rey-shee-oh. i was aware when i made that choice to start small. i figured that if i can manage a smaller frigile tank, things will be alright for me when i upgrade to a bigger tank. in my opinion, the only drawback here is that my tank is really to small and my equipments are big which makes the tank look fugly. i’m talking about the thermometer and that co2 diffuser of mine. and FYI, LFS means local fish shops.